A Candle for my sister.........

by Tatiana 37 Replies latest social family

  • Tatiana
    Tatiana

    This is the anniversary of my sister's death. They would have found her tonight after 2am. I haven't been myself today.

    But tonight, I will remember her. I will light her favorite scented candle...gardenia

    I will drink her favorite wine.....Chablis

    I will play her favorite song...Angel by Aerosmith......

    This is the reason I hate religion....

    http://www.findagrave.com/cgi-bin/fg.cgi?page=gr&GScid=71007&GRid=5369813&CScn=Pennyroyal&CSst=43&pt=Rhonda%20Kelly%20Nowak%2FClarke%20Glisson &

    And my song for her......

    Bring Me To Life Lyrics

    Evanescence Daredevil Soundtrack

    How can you see into my eyes
    like open doors.
    Leading you down into my core
    where I've become so numb.
    Without a soul
    my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold
    until you find it there and lead it back home.

    (Wake me up.
    Wake me up inside.
    I can't wake up.
    Wake me up inside.
    Save me.
    Call my name and save me from the dark.
    Wake me up.
    Bid my blood to run.
    I can't wake up.
    Before I come undone.
    Save me.
    Save me from the nothing I've become.)

    Now that I know what I'm without
    you can't just leave me.
    Breathe into me and make me real
    Bring me to life.

    Bring me to life.
    I've been living a lie
    There's nothing inside.
    Bring me to life.

    Frozen inside without your touch,
    without your love, darling.
    Only you are the life among the dead.

    All of this sight
    I can't believe I couldn't see
    Kept in the dark
    but you were there in front of me

    I've been sleeping a 1000 years it seems.
    I've got to open my eyes to everything.

    Without a thought
    Without a voice
    Without a soul

    Don't let me die here
    There must be something wrong.
    Bring me to life.

    Bring me to life.
    I've been living a lie
    There's nothing inside.

    Bring me to life

    Love.....April

  • Xena
    Xena

    For you and your sister Tat

  • onacruse
    onacruse

    ((((((((April))))))))

    I lost my younger brother 20 years ago...the emptiness never totally leaves, does it?

    My heart to you,

    Craig

  • Badger
    Badger

    Tat:

    One for your sister...I'm sure this does no good, but remember the joy she brought. That's what she probably would have wanted you to do.

    My favorite uncle died the day I started college. Each new school year, I expect it to get a little easier, and it has little by little. He'd like what I did, I think.

    Your sister would feel the same, I'm sure

  • franklin J
    franklin J

    Tatiana,

    My thoughts are with you.

    Frank

  • Angharad
    Angharad

    ((((April))))

  • ApagaLaLuz
    ApagaLaLuz

    Here is a Gardenia for your sister, one of my favorite scents as well.

  • Mulan
    Mulan

    April, I will never forget the comfort you extended to me when my cousin, Sharon, died two years ago after a long battle with breast cancer. The poem you posted to me for her, was what I read at her Memorial. Maybe it will bring you some comfort too. I know I will never forget it. Thank you again, and lots of hugs to you today.

    "If I had my life to live over...
    I'd dare to make more mistakes next time...
    I'd relax. I would limber up.
    I would be sillier than I have been this trip.
    I would take fewer things seriously.
    I would take more chances.
    I would take more trips.
    I would climb more mountains and swim more rivers.
    I would eat more ice cream and less beans.
    I would perhaps have more actual troubles, but I'd have fewer imaginary ones.

    If I had it to do again, I would travel lighter next time.
    If I had my life to live over, I would start barefoot earlier in the spring and stay that way later in the fall.
    I would go to more dances.
    I would ride more merry-go-rounds.
    I would pick more daisies."

  • DJ
    DJ

    (((((((((((April)))))))))))

  • Jesika
    Jesika

    (((((((((((April))))))))))))))

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