Who was it who 'saved' me or 'rescued' me? From the Borg?
I point to none other than Cal Lehman and the Towerwatch ministries. Towewatch.com.
The years following the collapse of the USSR and the 1995 generation left a bad taste in my mouth for a long time. Doubt!! That I could not shake. I remember finishing school in the early 1990's realizing that 1914 is soon to be 80 years on. It was thrilling. The 'end' just had to be soon. LOL. Then came that ''weaseling' and 'wiggling' out of that 'generation' time in the 1995 WT. The masthead on the Awake! changed from 1914 to 'about' to replace things. How deflating.
It was Xmas 2006, being bored to death hearing the Christmas cheer all around. Carrols and movies and just internet surfing. I stumbled across Cal Lehman and his Towerwatch.com, Read his testimony, stumbled across his forum( which has now been deactivated) with links to this forum.
I get kind of emotional pointing back to that time Xmas 2006, that no, it wasn't just me with severe ''cognitive dissonance', and I wasn't going nuts. His forum directed me to this site, then reading about Ray Franz' books. I had no idea about such books. Now I have an entire collection of ''apostate'' books. I might not have never about this site, or such books, had it not been for him and his forum.
If Cal Lehman ever reads this, he played an instrumental impact on me. He is a wonderful person.