I am still trying to figure out how I feel. That was why I had started a thread not long ago about what was your first holiday to celebrate. I love to give presents and I do love to decorate. Even before, every year I put out a little snowman snowflake kind of tree to celebrate winter. Now as much as I don't know how I feel, it would be fun to get victorian decorations and have a beautiful tree, but should I? And I love presents, buying them that is. LOVE to buy presents. I always said it was probably good I didn't celebrate the holidays or I would be more broke than I already was. Uh Oh. Hmmmm. I might be in trouble! I'm going to Simplesally's on Halloween. I get to see the little one all dressed up. I guess that will be my first holiday. (well not counting giving my bf a Bday present. I did that already and enjoyed it).