Yes Me too.I smoked two packs unfiltered Export A -Quit to get baptised. It was the hardest thing I have ever done.. But what I did.?????. was Dont tell anyone!!!! They will all try to catch you.. Put both hands on the cup or glass when drinking- Take lots of DEEP breathes..Keep busy-I( had the cleanest house when I was quitting.) I know >>I have said this before -But I must repeat it. !!!! My hubby smoked a lot... He said he would NEVER quit & didnt want to. He ended up with lung cancer- but the horrible thing was-it was 1 year & three months suffering before he died.I looked after him until the day before he died -- Then at the end his LUNGS came up like liver!!!!!! Big Chunks...filled his mouth so I had to pull it out of his mouth!!!!! If this dont make you quit.....Then nothing will. Sorry Morton. I KNOW you can do it!!!! Lots of walks- fresh air make it your lifes work at this point...( O.K. So you didnt want to hear it.But Grannies do these kind of things. (((((HUG)))))