Thank you kindly to all who have posted a reply.
I apologize for the jumbled mess that was well organized by AudeSapere. Had a lot to say n as a new poster had no idea how much space there was going to be.
Mille210 you r so right "immediate intense sad confused, something didn't expect or ask for."
Finkelstein Thank you. I understand what you are saying. "Your" baby picture is priceless.
rebel8 Thank you. That's great info that I didn't know. I guess that's what I'm looking for insight into her "world", what she may be thinking n facing as a JW. And, the best way to try to hold on to the tenuous connection to her.
The Searcher Thank you very much. I am going to follow your advice. God, I hope you are right.