I remember at the age of 14, I was studying with a very well respected elder in the congregation. Me, him, and my dad studied together. Every once in a while during the study, he would turn to me and ask me "Have you dedicated your life to Jehovah?". Even though I was only 14, my mind was able to translate this question into "Have you made the decision to give up all your freedom and become a slave?". I knew what had to be done to dedicate my life to Jehovah, I would have to approach him in prayer and tell him that I no longer wanted to be part of "the world". I just couldn't bring myself to do this. I also couldn't lie to god and everyone else so I could go through with baptism and make everyone happy. Something inside me told me that I would be giving up my happiness. Therefore, I never got baptized.
My question is, how many of you actually "approached Jehovah in prayer" before you got baptized?