I am sorry I haven't replied and if it seems rude. But people keep asking me what happened and I am not sure what to say. Thanks for writing anyway. I am not sure what sort of answer people are looking for. And it depends who is reading it. Sometimes saying a lot is saying even less than if you say a little. But it's hard to decide those times.
And one of the hardest lessons I have learned in the past two years is that when you say something you can't unsay it. Or when you tell someone something you can't make them unknow it. I am not just talking about elders and stuff if you think that's the main thing. This applies to everything do you know what I mean?
I wish I hadn't been unkind to some posters on here over the last few days. I got a few messages from people before that telling me how well mannered I am which strangely upset me. I guess I proved them wrong. And another confirming I am very obnoxious. Sorry about that. I hope that explains a few things.