by jonnydangerous 15 Replies latest watchtower child-abuse
I cant even BEGIN TO DESCRIBE how ANGRY I AM AT THIS "RELIGION" FOR ALLOWING THIS TO CONTINUE TO HAPPEN. I SWEAR IF I SEE J.R. BROWN OR PHIL BRUMLEY IM ******** ON SIGHT!!!
DAMN IM GLAD I DIDNT GO TO THE MEETING TODAY.....
THIS SH*T MAKES ME WANT TO PUKE!!
Wow, Johnnie!
I don't know your story, but whatever it is, I can see it is eating away at you. I'm no psychologist, but it sounds to me like you need to find someone who can help you sort through your very valid emotions before you do something you may regret for the rest of your life. Is there anyone you can call to talk to? I know "mouthy" is a friend of yours. Do you know how to contact her, or anyone who can contact her and ask her to get in touch with you?
I'm worried about you. I sincerely hope you will be okay and that you do not act rashly. Your feelings are justified, but the court won't care much if you end up hurting someone. Please contact a friend, a psychologist, or someone you know you can trust to help you!
growedup
Johnny I dont know you. just two e-mails !!! I hope it wasnt the book!!!! Just stop in your tracts & realise your ALLOWING the WT to win......Say calmly to yourself. THIS IS A CULT- I HAVE A MIND... & I am NOT going to let them have anymore power over me. If you want to talk to someone Call 1-800-WHY - 1914 Marilyn will be pleased to help so would Lady Lee. I would love to talk to you. But I would probably make you angrier.... As I pity them in the WT....Praise GOD YOUR FREE in a sense-well at least I hope you will be.. (((((HUG))) If you WANT me to call you PM me & I will itis 5.30 here I dont know where you are....
Excuse the rampant display of emotion: I just didnt have anyone to say this to as my mother and sister are at the meeting.
Right this second I'm compiling a list of complaints, errors in doctrine, etc. etc. about the WTS. Once my mom comes home from the meeting she'll be mad that i didnt make it to "Jehovah's house of worship" with her... so I need to give her a reason why. I just cant stand people who abuse children, its a true rape of innocence and purity... and hearing all these accusations attached to a religion that i looked up to for so long has me really p.o.'d. I'm glad I'm coming to my senses as well Mouthy... I've said that I'd present some evidence to my mother for too long without doing anything, today is my personal apocalypse in that sense. Thanks for the hug. Only problem to worry about is my girlfriend who is a JW as well... I dont know what I'm going to do about that yet... but one thing at a time.
--Nny
Say something Johnny >>> we are all concerned about you. Most of us has been there & felt like you --- we are all here to help
Yes, Jonny. My family is bugging me to leave to go get an xmas tree, and I don't feel like I should leave until you post. Whatever you have to say is important.
growedup
Which part are you angry about Jonny? And more importantly, why are you so angry?
Jonny -
I am so relieved to know that you are not going to do something that could land you in jail. I am so sorry you are going through this, but opening your eyes to the "real" truth is so important, even if it is painful. Please keep us posted as to how things develop. There are people here on the board that care about how things are going for you.
growedup
Thank you.. I really do appreciate it... and I will keep you posted...
-- Nny
