I'm glad that you have been getting helpful information, Purple. I was out for quite a few years, and honestly thought that I was pretty much over it. However, most of those years were prior to my getting on the internet, and although I was free, I also thought I was totally alone.
Getting online and discovering that there were thousands out there just like me who understood what I was going through was a real source of comfort.
BTW, I've always heard that BOrg stands for Brooklyn Organization.