That is exactly why i left. I left because i was NEVER happy in the borg. I hated going to the meetings and being made to fell like shite because i was not a pioneer or a MS or an elder. I busted my a$$ for years to make the elders in the cong happy. I think that there was a point that I was doing the sound or carrying the mic for about 2 years straight at the meetings but they never once thanked me for it. They are demanding and when you can't do anymore they push you asside for the next piece of meat.
I also hated Knocking on a strangers door on their precious weekends and bothering them to get their money for stupid magazines that they were going to throw away anyways.
I did not like having them up my a$$ for everything that i ever wanted to do.