To all you lurkers and active witnesses! You know who you are. Please stop sending me messages and private posts, in order to resque me from the 'devil'. Questions like: "But you have been an elder and should know better". There is no point is trying to convince me that you have the 'truth' or are directed by god. I have been with the WT long enough to have seen it ALL. Yes my heart has been ripped out by your organization. But guess what? I picked it up and sewed it back into my chest, with the help of others. And I am still alive to talk about it, and it's ticking even better.
This entire experience has opened my eyes to see that the WT has many double standards, and that goes for ALL of you who decide to stay with that organization. I am df'd from that organization. But in addtition, I am df'ing all of you from my life, because you are "bad association"
The Bereans from old were right, "they examined these things if they were really so"
Now you have seen my ugly side