I thought of this ?cause of Xena?s thread.
Oh great, the damn Girl Scouts are here selling their cookies?
Well, that?s what I would have said when I was an active JW.
I was pretty hard-core as a dub.
I was yanked out of Boy Scouts when my family first started studying.
So after that, I always viewed the Girl Scouts and their high-pressure sales pitch with those yummy cookies with utter disdain.
A few weeks ago, after my wife left for FS, I was getting ready for the day.
Just jumped out of the shower, got dressed, and I was brushing my teeth.
Ding-dong..
I heard the doorbell ring.
I go to the door. What do I see?
First off to paint the picture right:
It?s not too cold outside, high 20?s, low 30?s F and we have a fresh snow on the ground.
Very beautiful and picturesque for a Wisconsin winter.
As I approach the door window, I see the cutest little Oriental girl with a big smile all bundled up at my door.
She is holding a Girl Scout cookie sign up sheet.
I have my toothbrush in my hand & I am ?foaming? at the mouth.
The first thing I thought of?
?Oh great, the damn Girl Scouts are here selling their cookies!!!?
And then I had to check swing my thought process away from the preprogrammed dub-dumb mindset into my new, liberated mind.
And then I thought,
? Great, this cute little Girl Scout is here selling her delicious cookies. I want to help the Girl Scouts out and I?m going to buy some boxes of cookies from her!?
Freedom from the WTS and it?s evil mindset.
I often still have to remind myself that I am free.
I have to still check-swing my thoughts, but I?m slowly getting my head around to wishing for the best in all people as my first thought when I meet someone who is not a JW.
Man, it is taking a while to allow myself to enjoy all of the wonderful and good things that life has to offer, but I?m really trying to get out of that awful JW mindset.
BTW, I got the Thin Mints and the Peanut Butter/Chocolate cookies!