Very touching Simon,
I am happy for you and Angharad...that you found your soul mate. I can relate to the loneliness you felt within the organization and living alone and "doing all that you're supposed to do". But, still feeling the loneliness. My mother was disfellowshipped when I was 10 and all the while growing up in the org. being told that she would die at Armaggedon if she was disfellowshipped left a huge void in my heart that no one can replace.
I can't believe that they claimed to know where Jehovah lives, I've never heard of the plaides...is it a galaxy or something?
Anyway, your story is very interesting and thank you for sharing it...look forward to reading more!
eisenstein