freddy.
thanks fore your nice comments, It is not esy to now peopel on what they say on this bord, and you have not complitly understand my position, I grow upp as an JW I was even elder fore a long time, have to step down when because my children dent want to be JW, they are insted Bob Marley fans, not much better I must say. The one as was dfd is now back after many desapiontmenst.
I can truhly say that I have never fall fore this brain wash as you think evry JW have, i never in my hart belive 100 % in this, but the life in JW was not so bad, and suits me good, it is not untill something happens in your life as things I told you and the religion is start to hurt you that you going to think. But I can tell you , I must think about whats best fore mee and my wife, and it is not to leave, because my lifesituaition this is not a posibility at all. Insted I have decide to stay inside, and fight, I tell evryone the mess we have here, and also in the meetings I comment about what happend, why things happend, I told evryone about this abuse coming upp in TV not anyone belived mee, the was schochked when it comes, I even tell our CO the history of Bill B, he have no clow how this started, but I told him,now he is Co in the circut where the men lived who was main story on tthe TV show, so he have not so good times I think. beacause he was a very nice person.
One thing as have think a lot about is, why is why have the offender so much caring and we must forgive talk, when nowan care fore the vicktim, this is a very intrestin topic to discuss, it is the same all over . I my cong now it is so obvies you can almost take on it, one exampel when the person as do bad things need help evryone help, nowan putt two fingeraes together to help the wicktim, WHY THIS.
Some say we dont want to bee victims ourself and thats why we push this avay and forget the vicktim, and have very much undestanding fore the offneder, as we now e ourself want forgivness if we do some bad things as broke upp unother mans family. what do you say ?
Mynick name is more related to my family life then to my religion, but it is veri exiting times now and I think I do most help inside, just now to edjucate the members why things happend as they do.
love HM
Internet is a blessing and a voce fore the voceiess, perhaps from jehova or what you want to call the lord.
Evry one can now tell the whole word if someone hurt them adn abuse them, marvelus and a very bigg gift isnt it?
