When Only a Cult Remains: a True Story

by metatron 12 Replies latest watchtower beliefs

  • metatron
    metatron

    Several years ago, an elderly brother was no longer able to take care of himself. To their

    credit, a Witness couple related to him, took him into their home. Sadly, the other Witness

    relatives made every excuse to avoid taking care of him during the remaining years of his

    life, so the couple did their duty largely alone.

    Old Brother Rob was developing some form of senility similar to Alzheimers and no one

    wanted to deal with the trouble. What followed, however, taught me something about why

    Witnesses can persist, despite all logic to the contrary. It was chilling to observe.

    Brother Rob forgot bit by bit. He forgot the names of old friends. He forgot his

    deceased wife's name. He forgot his son and daughter. He forgot how to dress himself.

    He forgot how to tie his shoes. He forgot how to use the bathroom.

    Little by little, with each day that passed, a little piece of who he was died.

    With each memory gone, only a shell remained.

    With so much of his humanity gone, what was left?

    Each Sunday, he remembered it was time to go to the meeting

    Each Saturday, it was time for service.

    Once he "got loose" and wandered into his old neighbor, apparently trying to

    go door to door, as a Witness does.

    When this poor man was boiled done to his essential identity, what was he?

    A loving father? A good husband? A man of depth and goodness?

    In truth, he was all those things but what remained of him was his 'programming'

    and nothing else.

    I used to quote this man's example favorably, as one of faith in the organization.

    but now, I look at it very differently,

    and it makes me feel a chill.

    metatron

  • Winston Smith :>D
    Winston Smith :>D

    wow, the reality of cult programming is chilling, as illustrated with this example.

    It gives insight into what is involved when one escapes a cult and then tries to deprogram the 'group think' that is made intregral of our very self.

    Makes it very hard to find one's 'Authentic Self'.

  • got my forty homey?
    got my forty homey?

    That is a amazing! Its almost a catch22 as you point out. One may say he continued in the service of Jehovah because of his love, yet the reality is he had it programmed into his mind like a ROM chip that he had no choice. Makes me wonder why so many of us simply walk away and dont miss the service. Could it be we have a gene in our brain for independence? Are we the ones who invent things, become entreunponuers, bunjee jump? Or are we offspring of Satan?

    I think I am a offspring of Satan!

  • FirstInLine
    FirstInLine

    My Grandmother was extremely senile. She had Alzheimer's really bad. But that didnt stop her from wandering off in the middle of the night trying to walk to the Kingdom Hall. She didnt know ANYTHING. But she knew she had to go to the meeting, even if it was 3 AM.

  • SYN
    SYN

    Or, you could say: WHERE ONLY A SALESMAN REMAINS.

  • Satanus
    Satanus

    Geez. When i get old and forget who i am, will i start going to meetings again? Hahaha. That would be funny.

    SS

  • Leolaia
    Leolaia

    Thank you for sharing your story, metatron. Scary.

  • Hapgood
    Hapgood

    Very chilling story. Makes you wonder if we are forever wired to this cult even when we escape, it's so deeply ingrained in our brains. This man forgot everything that was important in his life, everything but the JW religion, like you said all that was left of him was the JW programming, that still worked. No wonder the JW religion is so hard to escape. I think the nick name "The Borg" really fits.

    Hapgood

  • got my forty homey?
    got my forty homey?

    This morning I stopped by my loco king doom hall and checked what time todays meeting was. It sayed 9:30 Am, since I was headed to IHOP for breakfast I told my wife maybe I'll go if we make it back in time. It was 8:15 A mind you. Anyway after a plate full of eggs and pancakes and a steak I felt too full to go to no damn meeting, so I went in my nieghbors garage and had a beer with my Shepard. And now Im on hte computer ready to go back to sleep.

    Ahh, what a life!

  • kls
    kls

    That is a sad but typical jw story. The cult wants you for money and recruitment. Then they are done with you ,you are basically next day trash. KLS

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