On a thread it was asked how we chose our screen name. Mine is from the book George Orwell's, 1984.
'Winston Smith' is the protagonist who Big Brother tries to crush.
The book, along with George Orwell's Animal Farm, are required reading IMO for any JW/X-JW.
Actually, the book is a great insight into what can happen when individuals surrender their freedom to any high control group.
I just wanted to use this thread to post quotes from the book that I find pertinent to the WatchTower experience.
Any discussion RE: Orwell's warning of the future and high control groups is welcome.
A few good quotes to get started:
"Reality exists in the human mind, and nowhere else. Not in the individual mind, which can make mistakes, and in any case soon perishes: only in the mind of the Party, which is collective and immortal. Whatever the Party holds to be the truth, is truth. It is impossible to see reality except by looking through the eyes of the Party. That is the fact that you have got to relearn, Winston. It needs an act of self- destruction, an effort of the will. You must humble yourself before you can become sane.'"
How the WTS views itself above any individual desire and thought is well stated in the above quote.
Whatever the WTS views as truth is truth. There is no other way around it. And for an individual to deny that truth is insanity, a loss of faith in God. One must humble themselves and destroy themselves as an individual to relearn truth.
"Obedience is not enough. Unless he is suffering, how can you be sure that he is obeying your will and not his own? Power is in inflicting pain and humiliation. Power is in tearing human minds to pieces and putting them together again in new shapes of your own choosing. ?. If you want a picture of the future, imagine a boot stamping on a human face -- for ever.'"
Suffrage on the WTS treadmill is needed. Just going in field service, answering at meetings, or going to conventions is not enough. One must suffer to obey. Suffer by knowing that you can always 'Do More'. You are never doing enough, you are never sure you will make it through the 'Big-A', you have never put in enough hours. And so one struggles in their minds, tearing themselves down and reshaping their own mind to fit the desired mold of the WTS.
Even in the 1000 years of Paradise, you can be snuffed out at any given moment. Just making it through the Big-A is not enough. And making it to the end of the 1000 years is still not enough, there will be more tests from Satan, where many will away and the number will be as the sands of the sea.