Many of us here were baptised into the JW organisation. Shotguns shootout thread (part 5) touches on the fact that since 1985 the vows included a dedication to "Jehovahs Organisation".
Have you publicly revoked this?
Why not use this opportunity to revoke your vows to the Watchtower Organisation? You might also want to say that you take back vows to Jehovah aswell (but of course, its a personal decision, and I would never take anything like that lightly).
I personally underwent an initiation into Wicca and at that initiation I said out loud that I leave behind all other religious paths. I felt a weight lift from me psychologically speaking when I could finally say out loud and without fear that I was leaving behind the Jehovahs Witnesses and that my baptism with them was now VOID!
Let the Watchtower lurkers see that they have no hold over us!
So I will say again:
"I Sirona leave behind the Watchtower organisation and its lies. My baptism is void, and I no longer wish to serve the Watchtower Organisation or their god Jehovah. I was duped into making promises that I did not understand by people who lied to me and manipulated my young mind and therefore I walk away without guilt and without fear into a new life of honesty with myself and others."
Sirona