Did you throw your trash out? How long did you keep it?
Stupidly, I felt awful about fading, and went through my huge collection of bound crap, making sure that my name was nowhere on the cult material, and dropped off three large boxes at the kingdumb hall one night.
The only thing that I kept was my bible and my Jesus book. That's going in the trash right after I type this.
Did you ever delay throwing the trash out?
I feel nothing at all having the crap out of my house other than even more relief if that's possible.