Cruzan, you go girl!
I am aware of your story because it is available for anyone to read. Even though I have never met you, your posts are from the heart (it's obvious) and few demonstrate a sincere interest in the feelings of others. I don't have to know you to know that what you say is true. I have many similar experiences that substantiate the claim that a lack of love exists in this organization. There are good people in it - they are not all bad. Some get accused of suggesting that all in the organization are bad. Just not true. Elders that approach you and share their platitudes, now that is very common and that suggests a problem. I won't put up with it either.
MBD,
I don't know you but from your posts, you responded, you asserted, and then you became defensive. You asked for scriptural responses even though you have said your good-byes. Again, I don't know you and if you read this, I want you to know that I appreciate your sentiments about your possible future. That Jehovah will judge you as worthy or not, and your acceptance of his judgement, is humbling. But I do have to say your statements, from the outset, are naive.
It's a terrible thing to have lived a life, and never to have been known. You have a soulmate, so you are very fortunate. I don't know you and I am envious. Many who have left the organization have to struggle with their identities being stripped from them and it is de-humanizing; especially when it is presented to them as being their own fault. That will not set one on the right path.
MBD, you are on fire. For what I don't know. Go to your nearest KH and see how many are interested in getting to know you. I assure you that your happiness will guide you. Don't ask others to prove points that you have not been willing to substantiate yourself. Be content.
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