As you know, I?ve had a bit of a day.
((((((You Guys))))))
I am stunned and numb right now, and for some reason, I do not feel as tired as probably should. Shock, maybe? I dunno, but this has been one of the most potentially devastating experiences to date for me, and yay, it is just beginning. Something tells me that it is the beginning of the end of this madness. I feel that something is going to break soon.
I just left my daughter at the psych ward. She is on a 72 hour hold for observation and evaluation. She attempted suicide and the authorities take it very serious, which I am glad for, and at the time the Crisis Intervention worker finished interviewing her at the regular hospital, she had determined that Nancy is still be at risk. At the end of the 72 hours they will determine if she should be released.
While talking to my eldest daughter at the hospital, her cell phone rang. It was Lee K*****. He is a Melvin Milktoast of a man, a "brother", who was once a good friend of mine. His wife is a neandertallish and ugly woman who was instrumental in breaking up my marriage to Sara (I guess on some level I should thank her) but she is creepy, and I have told her in the recent past to stay away from my kids because even her presence is negative and a bit macob. She refuses to stay away from my kids as if she has some right to be in their lives. She really creeps me out so much. Lee called to convey his love to Nancy. Elese handed the phone to me at my request. I told him that I appreciated his concern, but I do not want a JW within five blocks of my kids, that Nancy had come to this point because of JW's and I wanted them out of our lives. He responded flatly, "wouldn't be your fault, would it?" I remained calm and commented that while I would never presume to completely blameless or without any error, her suicide attempt might have something to do with her mother and stepfather calling her bad association and threatening to shun her. It might just have something to do with years of abuse in the M**** home. And by the way, I continued, I understand that your son has grown up, gotten tats and body peircings and has gotten as far away from the organization and you as he possibly can, and I have been informed that your daughter fornicated with her present husband, twice her age and with a daughter who is olde enough to be her older sister, who is worldly, for months before she married him. He called me a dope and hung up.
When something like this happens to a minor child, the school or hospital automatically calls in CPS. I expect the inquisition to begin any time now, but I have gone through it all before, twice before, and I can do it again. Thankfully, after interviewing the kids, they usually get a very clear and accurate picture of what is really going on and they have done right by my children thus far. I will hope for the best and expect the worst. When all is said and done, I am confident that Sara and Mark [edit] will have lots to answer for.
I was sitting here reflecting on everything, letting it sink in. It occurred to me that I have never been happier or more productive in all my 38 years. Getting the hell out of the JW organization was the key for me. I have a great wife that I love with all my heart, wonderful kids who shine so bright they shame the stars, and on one of my worst days, I am worried about the logistics of getting to work on time after picking up the kids from the movies. All this is mess is pure evil. It is as though hords of angry demons are converging on my home and battling for the souls of my children. I now understand why otherwise reasonable and docile people resort to the unthinkable to solve their problems.
All of the troubles we have come from a religious cult called Jehovah?s Witnesses. They are ruthless and cold. They are liars and slanderers. They are corrupt and hypocritical and almost always miserable. They want me to shut up and die for the purpose seeing my kids either dead or completely controlled. I have never felt the presence of evil so absolutely, not even watching The Exorcist.
What do I do? What can I do? After a few hours sleep, the strength and resolve will return more powerfully than the day before and I will just take the action I know I must to protect my children and my family. Again, thank god for Mary. She is my rock and strength for so much. She is a pillar for my children.
I was already writing a petition to the court to have Sara?s visitation reduced significantly, and from now on, supervised and to get full custody. I am going after her for child support and suing her for slander will be my pleasure. There are two or more witnesses in this instance.
To answer a few questions, my youngest two girls have been seeing a professional counselor for a year now while living in my home. They have been getting competent care and they have been making progress. Today, was a definite setback.
Every incident has been documented in detail. Sara is shown in court records to be lying at least 6 times about either the kids, or me, which proves unequivocally that she has the ability to lie shamelessly.
No matter what slander she tries to hang around my neck, I know, and everyone else knows it is not true. She has hung herself with having knowledge of my daughter?s feelings and PLAN to commit suicide and did nothing to intervene. She also just hung herself by accusing me of child molestation in front of witnesses, one JW and lots of non-JW kind.
I am not discouraged, I will not falter or hesitate with what I have to do next. You are all right, the gloves must now come.
Thank you all for listening and for your encouragement.
I will keep you updated as time allows.
Much Love,
Corvin