vittvin
When we first begin to explore the world outside the WTS we realize we are starved for mental stimulation - food that really satifies us vs the starvation rations the WTS doles out.
Some people wind up binging on all the information they can get their hands on.For the first times in years (and for some in their lives) they can speak freely and know someone here will understand and not condemn them. It really is a banquet of information for the mind.
Others find it so overwhelming they can only take it in small doses at a time. So they nibble and go away and come back when they find they need more.
I think our minds know what we need and it seeks it out. And when it finds it it is very hard to stay away. But in time many people do move on. Or their reasons for being here change. In the beginning they are trying to fill themselves up. Later on they may just drop in for tea and some stay because of the friendships they make. And yup there's folks like me who just hang out - (full blown addiction)
For now just read and learn. Find out all you can from this site and any others where you can get the information you need so you can move on with your life in a way that feels good for you and without the WT induced guilt that so many people have after trying to leave the org