There is "much weeping and gnashing of teeth" while I "cover myself with sack cloth and ashes" and ponder how "the day of my death is better than the day of my birth" and remember that if I go to all 5 meetings, do my personal study, preach and raise my children in the "mental regulating of Jehovah (kick the shit out of them)" well then "probably I Might be saved.
As you can see I am very busy during down time