G'day Leilani and welcome aboard!
Thx for your intro - I've got to say that, sad as it may be, your story is just what we want to hear! Y'see there are many, many others like you who have memories of experiences just like you do and who're meeting on JWD. reading your experience only encourages us that there are still more who're seeing the truth about "the Troof". I hope you find your stay here stengthening for you.
We send greetings from downunder.
Cheers, Ozzie and Mrs Ozzie