My frontal lobe
ditto. (i'd saw both legs off and lock myself in a houdini box before i'd ever even CONSIDER going back.)
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My frontal lobe
ditto. (i'd saw both legs off and lock myself in a houdini box before i'd ever even CONSIDER going back.)
The REAL friends who accept me unconditionally and motivate me to be a better person, not a better bot.
i agree with you ya hairy midget.. friends.. i prayed incessantly for YEARS to Jehovah for a friend. since i've faded, i have been blessed with MANY friends. i couldnt give those up because i've learned unconditional love. it would be impossible.
If I were to convert, the hardest thing to give up would be my time, which would otherwise be devoted to my family.
Late Saturday and Sunday mornings in bed, and just relaxing altogether at home.
DY
My mind, my self-respect, my freedom, my integrity, my autonomy, my true friends.
Edited to add:....and this board, of course!
Thinking and self-respect.
AlanF
Freedom
my daughters future
My own headship
holidays
martial arts
college
masturbation and premarital sex
my favorite tv show "Charmed" (three witches that are sisters if ya don't know)
yeah i would have to say my self-respect also.
physical things:
CSI - if i happened to be in a congregation that has its theocratic meetings on thursday or bookstudy
Prarie Home Companion - it comes on saturday night but i love listening to it sunday mornings and reading my paper
any "R" rated movie
sexual positions other than missionary - yeah right like i would give that up
holidays - no way jose
no more Dave Chapelle Show or Real Sex on HBO or most of HBO for that matter
would have to toss my prayer box necklace and my cross bracelet - wouldnt want to demonize or stumble anyone
any books by Stephen King - cuz they're demonized!!
oh damn i'd have to throw out my LOTR dvds!
all of my christmas and holloween decorations - out the door!
oops just went secound hand store shopping - gotta throw that stuff out too
i would have to stop associating with my "worldly" family members thereby isolating myself since all of my jw family member are in california
my fertility goddess necklace - a tosser
I know there's more...
Mrs Jones
P.S. i'm going with what StinkyPantz said - masturbation
My humanity.
Now I don't judge people based on misunderstood bible principles, and JW prejudices.
Also, smoking - sorry I really enjoy it.