remember me? I need your help!

by SlayerLayer 23 Replies latest jw friends

  • JW83
    JW83

    Slayer, if you ever lurk here, and see this message, ((hugs)) from me. You were my first internet crush! You & Stiffler & a few others made my first months out of the borg a little easier. I hope you're okay.

  • Cowboy
    Cowboy

    Hey Slayer, it's good to see you back. Wish your circumstances were better, but I know sometimes life just kind of spins on out of control. Like the others have said, you've got to get out. Dump the drugs and the people that came with them - go to a hospital, go somewhere, and get some help. If you want to clean up what people are saying about you, you're going to have to clear your head first. There's no shame in asking for help - be proud that you're ready to make some changes. If you need to talk, we're here.

    CB

  • ballistic
    ballistic

    This is an OLD POST folks, Slayer never came back.

  • Cowboy
    Cowboy

    Thanks ballistic, my bad, I never looked at the dates.

    CB

  • peggy
    peggy

    This post BROKE my heart! Why did it reappear? All of you were SO kind! Wanting So desperately to help! Is he living? Wiil we ever know?

  • SlayerLayer
    SlayerLayer

    WOW! I forgot I posted this here! I was seriously on some very heavy drugs 24 hours a day back then. I gues I posted this and just faded away again. I'm really sorry to have worried anyone. The words I've read from you guys here really warm my heart, and I sincerely thank you so much.

    Just to give you the rundown of everything that happened: My paranoia was greatly enhanced by the drug use. I was however the victim of a pretty mean joke and my private life was made public to humiliate me into coming clean. I had never felt that kind of pain or humilation before and I thought I was going to lose my mind. I went on a trip across the country and sort of rediscoverd myself. You'll be glad to know that I have been clean for over a year, and have recently started my own business building staircases. For the first time ever I can say that I am truely happy. Thank you so much for the loving words and encouragement. During a time in my life when I felt as if I had been disfellowshipped a second time, I had you guys and didn't even know it untill now. Thank you.

    With much love,

    Chris Jones

  • KW13
    KW13

    Well i am happy your better off now mate, i didn't know you then because i just wasn't here.

    Hope you hang around

    Take care!

  • AudeSapere
    AudeSapere
    You'll be glad to know that I have been clean for over a year, and have recently started my own business building staircases. For the first time ever I can say that I am truely happy.

    Best news all day.

    This is such a wonderful and supportive place. I have to agree with you.

    Congrats on one year sobriety!!

    -Aude.

  • luna2
    luna2

    I wasn't here either when you made the original post, but I'm sure glad everything turned out well. Congrats on getting your life together and finding happiness.

  • misspeaches
    misspeaches

    Chris I am so glad you are clean now... I remember reading your post when JW83 resurrected this thread late last year and really worrying about what had happened to you...

    I hope you are surrounded by strong and positive friends now! Please stick around..!

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