I remember reading this years ago when I was a JW. Reading it again now, it is frightening how closely it parallels the JW experience. This was particularly enlightening:
Most of my fear emanated from the incidence of "tattletaling". Though I formally appointed only three students to report deviate behavior, approximately twenty students came to me with reports about how Allan didn't salute, or Georgine was talking critically about our experiment. This incidence of monitoring meant that half the class now considered it their duty to observe and report on members of their class. Within this avalanche of reporting one legitimate conspiracy did seem underway ....
It is appalling what they did to us! Sometimes I don't know how we will ever be whole. They had us rat each other out, and how willing we were to do it for the good of the Organization. I feel that my mind was raped when I read this and think back to what it was like. It's a wonder any of us escaped, and why we aren't more screwed up than we are. Bloody f-----g cult!
Tammy