and my name is just a name.
I was born and raised. Went thru all the shit of growing up in school with no cristman and birthday ect.... I joyrided in my car infront of elders...hahahaahahahahahahah what a look on there face. I eventually stopped going to meeting when I started smoking and soon after op out of my house. One thing I left with was my dads collection of books, He had alot of liturature dating back to the 20s and 30s, I still have most of it today. I read them more and more as a left the truth. I never agreed with there views on "wordly" people. I didnt like my friends being called that. But after all my friends back stabbed me and I back stabbed them in one way or the other, BITCHES ARE SCANDELOUS. I started to see just what my parents where so desperatly trying to hide me from, now im trapped in satans snares. I want to go back, , find me a girl worth dating number 1, get my life together number 2. My parents still talk to me lots, my dad was da'ed and came back, nows hes an elder, my aunt was dfed 20 years ago and just recently quit smoking and came back, my grandma used to hate witnesses, she had a stroke and forgot she smoked and hated witnesses, she went to meetings 5 months before she passed away......odd how she forgot....I thought maybe thats how it would be in the new system, we would just forget. It makes sense, anyway I wanna go back to meetings, I dont want it to be a buried part of my past, things I wish I could forget. cant do it sry