OMG !!! ... PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
that reminds me that when Tony was about 2 weeks (didn't let me sleep all that time) also I didn't want to sleep with him in my bed because of the story in the bible that said the woman slep on her baby and he died (Salomon case) ... I was so tired that I thought it could happen ... So each time I got him asleep I was putting him back in his bed and each time he was waking up after a minute or 2 crying if not yielling ... for hours as usual took him back trying to no fall asleep myself and put him back to bed ... But it was a neveranding try again and again and again ... I got nervous VERY ... I'm just lucky my baby had a very, very, very STRONG NECK (a few hours after he was born he could hold his BIG head himself and on a long time ... quiet rare as the nurse told me ... that's 1/3 of a baby weight ... well we all have strong necks comes from my mother's familly)
I've shack him in a way that "IF" his neck wasn't THAT strong it would have break his neck and detached his brain off to death - cause I was olding him under his arms while shaking ... NEW MOTHERS TAKE CARE, rather let him crying till he can't no more - that's what I did after that ... no more troubles)
I don't like to remember that story, and for the love I have for my babyboy and the position I was in, the only alternative for me would have been to kill myself ... (or it would have drive me crazy anyway !!!) ... I feel lucky !
I hope she won't ... she have other kids !