I think you had a paranoia jag. I know I had it when I started posting here, looking over my shoulder, wondering when I would get "caught". After a while, I considered what the worst outcome would be, and realized I could live with the consequences.
Did I get caught??
by fairchild 14 Replies latest jw friends
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fairchild
It's also possible that a JW works at Barnes and Noble and accidentally became aware that you had ordered Crisis of Conscience.
OOhhhh *goes into hiding*. I doubt it though. I live way out in the middle of nowhere, Barnes and Noble is too far away for people from the KH where I go to work there. But then, you never know.
I think you had a paranoia jag. I know I had it when I started posting here, looking over my shoulder, wondering when I would get "caught". After a while, I considered what the worst outcome would be, and realized I could live with the consequences.
You know what? I think you are probably right. But it still remains strange that nobody at all has contacted me.
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Aude_Sapere
After a while, I considered what the worst outcome would be, and realized I could live with the consequences.
For me, my sister would skip that once or twice a year call and my mother would skip that once-every-3-years phone call.
On the up side... I could finally get on with my life (at middle age!) now that I know the truth about 'the truth'. And start really cherishing those relationships that are not so conditional.
Take my new career seriously. Maybe even join SilentLambs - a cause that I believe in.
Also, the child abuse & child sexual abuse issues are what caused me to start my fade in the first place.
Poo on them!
-Aude.
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Panda
If you've been around JWs for a long time then paranoia is normal. They constantly look for signs of demons and worldliness. Everything becomes suspect at some point. Sheesh a more superstitious group you won't find.
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under74
I think you are probably right. But it still remains strange that nobody at all has contacted me.
Don't worry so much about it. Life goes on and gets a whole lot better.