Welcome!!!!
Raised in the way too. Never felt more happy than I do today. It's been about 10 years for me too, its weird though. Just when I think I am past all THAT it rears its ugly head again. You know, the negative thinking, trying to please everyone, etc. Then I give myself a reality check and realize I am doing pretty darn well!!! This is real life, we can't live by the script that the WTS wrote for us. What caused you to leave?
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