I am trying to find a copy of the old pink "Paradise Book". I remember having one as a kid growing up and seeing some of the pictures in it. I can't help but think that some of those images started the fear and guilt in me as a child and would like to show my wife (a non jw) so she might better understand how I could have stayed in as long as I did.
She hears me talk now and can't imagine how I could have believed such a pile of bunk or how my parents still can't see how totally crazy some of the "truth" sounds. I have explained the mind control but I think seeing what I was taught as a child might help.
I have looked on ebay....no luck so far. Any help is appreciated.
RandyW