With all due respect,
You're comments remind me of the "older" ones in my hall that wanted rank and privelege simply for having been there the longest. As a hard working young buck dub, I resented their "tenure" based mentality of rank and privelege- which I could have cared less about.
I was raised by "worldly" parents and taught to treat all as superior to myself and show respect especially to my elders (even if they didn't earn or deserve it). I was amazed that the Dubs weren't like this. They are a VERY HIERARCHIAL ARRANGEMENT minded group. So many of them are obsessed with jockeying for positions and wanting to be "princes" in their "new system". They can have it!
I agree with most of the comments here. The "label" given on this board are merely a barometer for the curious. It's more colorful than just putting a percentage or number down and in no way demeans ANYONE! Don't miss the point of the forum.
I also think that the labeling system smacks of what I felt whilst a JW. LABELS, LABELS AND MORE LABELS. You know the drill. DO, CO, PO, ELDER, MS, SPECIAL PIONEER, PIONEER, AUXILIARY PIONEER, PUBLISHER, UNBAPTIZED PUBLISHER, DISFELLOWSHIPPED, DISASSOCIATED, APOSTATE, BOTTOM OF THE TOILET SCUMBAG, etc.
What do you want? A humorless, antiseptic, cold, colorless web-site? I like the "flavor" here. This forum in NO WAY resembles the JW system or hierarchy. Brownboy, schizm, scholar etc-- big titles, big opinions, big colons!
Your post "sounds" more like you fear you're being left behind somehow, not respected, loved or valued- NOT THE CASE! I've not bee here long and have "pissed" a few off at times and yet I definitely feel a sense of "belonging", to a large degree. I certainly would never want to steal your glory or anyone elses for that matter. But I'm a talker (Sicilian), many times saying WAY TOO MUCH! Just like in a real conversation I can tend to dominate it. The interenet I feel slows people like me down (makes me think first too) and actually gives ones like you MORE of a say than you might otherwise have and here it has "staying" power.
Be happy with what you do and who you are and stop worrying what others might think- remember that's definitely a carryover from Dub-land!
u/d