Hugs to {{{Troubled}}}
Hang in there.
Talking about it helps, so keep sharing.
Also, I've kept a personal journal for years.
It's gotten me thru some very rough times.
Maybe that would help you...write it all down and sort things out.
Sometimes it is good to turn down the noise of the outside
world and listen to what's going on inside of you to figure out
the best choices for you.
Your life matters!
Who you are and what you can give to this world
is something no one else can give.
Quester