Great question NWT.I often said that to my parents when I first began to fade.If I wasn't forced into it,would I have ever believed it?I swear there was a timeframe,between the age of 9-12 that as a child,I seriously questioned what I was involved in.In the mind of an innocent child,basic "truths" didn't make sense to me.It was only when I became a teenager,after adults manipulated me to discount my questions,that I blindly ignored those doubts,and went along for a social status,and just blocked everything out ,sub-conciously.
I wouls say "mom,why i9s jehovah gouing to kill all my friends,its not there fault there parents aren't jehovahs witness?Also the stories of noahs ark,adam and eve,and the explanation of why Jehovah wanted us to screw up so bad ,to prove that we couldn'trule ourselves just didn't make sense,but to doubt was to be punished,and I justwanted to be normal.Cult mentality then took over,until I met the girl who saved me,the only person who has shown me unconditional love,then the org destroyed that.
All that bering said,Hell no would I have became a JW.
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