Now that she's out, she often mentions how much closer she feels to god.
Yeah I feel the same way. The more I distance myself from the WT teachings, the closer I feel to God.
I always pictured him to be this shining entity sitting on a throne somewhere out in space. Stern and judgemental. It was difficult for me to feel any kind of closeness to someone like that. I think the way the WT portrays him has a lot to do with that perception.
Now I feel that we are within him and he is within us. I believe there is a scripture that says that somewhere. I see him more as a reflection of Jesus than at anytime before.