WitnessofJEsus said: I'm not dummie, I have a degree, and I hope to complete my Master's before I retire from the U.S. Navy and then get baptized, so I won't be an idiot, but I will ask all the questions NOW, before I get baptized so I won't bet disfellowshipped afterwards.
I really hope you do open-mindedly ask ALL the relevant questions and do ALL the relevant research about the Society's history before being baptized. My concern is that you already speak with a degree of certainty that indicates a mind already made up, and possibly, closed. You seem to have already bound up your cherished hopes and sense of identity with the Society. If so, that will make it all the harder for you to respond honestly and rationally to any information you discover which shows that the Society cannot be "God's Organization".
I was a JW for 30 years, from birth, and believed exactly as you do. And many here were JW's much longer than that. We were deceived, as you are being deceived. Don't make the same mistake we did and do ALL the research and questioning NOW. Don't wait until you have wasted decades of yours and your family's lives and possibly suffered terrible consequences - perhaps by abiding by an ever changing, nonsensical and unscriptural blood policy, or suchlike.
For instance, if you have the old literature you know that the JW's did not preach that Jesus invisible presence as King began in 1914 until decades after 1914. You may also know that the Society lies about this now, claiming that they preached this decades before 1914. This is totally false and is easily proven false by comparing the old and new literature. Does it concern you that they lie? Do you know why they lie about this? It may have more significance than you realize. Try asking you study conductor what JW's preached about 1914 before 1914. Then compare their answer with truth revealed by your research of old literature. Why don't JW's know the truth? Why have they been lied to? Does lying matter to you? What else may they be hiding or lying about?
This is just the tip of a pretty monstrous iceberg.