Hey all, I have been doing a lot of research on my own now that I'm no longer in contact with my mother. I can't believe how much she is still in the 'truth' even though she left 10 years ago. Everything that she has been "learning" over the last 10 years after our departure really isn't any different than it was when we were still in.
www.carm.org has a really good quote from a Watchtower that really clinched it for me as far as my beliefs about the Trinity and Hell and basically all "pagan" doctrines that are definitely found in the bible. Did you guys know that the governing body knows these teachings are in the bible, but they don't want their followers to know it, so they told them not to read the bible alone without their bible companions because they knew that if we went off and read the bible alone we'd learn what the bible taught, which was the "pagan" doctrines???? I always wondered why they didn't want us to study on our own, now I know! I am shocked that they know that the bible does teach the Trinity, Hell and so forth, but that they would keep us from knowing Jesus and being saved!
Over the last 2 weeks I have discovered the "truth" about the Trinity and I am now a believer! This has been very hard for me as my Mom who has been my main source my entire life for my beliefs cut me off and is shunning me, so I have had to go off on my own, and it is amazing how much I have learned in only a few weeks.
I also went and did something that she will definitely never speak to me ever again for, and that is, I joined a Baptist church and we go twice a week now. Hubby, my fence sitter, is really enjoying going. They are studying cults on Wednesday nights! I know I was meant to join this Church. My son loves it and the baby loves sleeping through it lol.
I also have discovered that my mom thinks she's a born again Christian and is saved, but she doesn't believe in the Trinity. She is actually Polytheistic. She believes that Jesus is a god, but I don't think she believes that the Holy Spirit is a god. If I told her about what the WTS knew about the bible, she'd flip her lid, I don't think she could handle the Trinity.
I have to tell you, I am furious that the WTS knew and has known all along that the bible teaches the Trinity and such and that they have kept it from their followers so that they could teach what they wanted and not have to teach the truth! I am mad because I thought for the last 10 years I knew Jesus and that I was saved! Well guess what? I wasn't! I am now, though!
I can honestly say I am FREE!!!! I no longer have any ties to the org. All of my beliefs have changed and I now know what it means to be a Christian. I am still struggling to not let my mind revert back to the JW teachings, but I'm free from the chains that I thought I was free from 10 years ago! I wish my mom and family could be really free too! I am going to talk to my oldest brother and see what he says about this new discovery of mine.
Here is the quote I am referring to: