but don't you miss fellowship with others who share your thinking, morals, ect?
I find it at the local tavern.
That may sound flip, but I'm serious.
When I started going to the neighborhood tavern, I made friends with other regulars there and found out that most of them were my neighbors. They have the same goals, dreams, problems that most people have. They may have different political leanings and religious affliations, but those things tended to divide us. We learned to have healthy debates on those things but never let it get in the way of everyday things that we agreed on and viewpoints shared and agreed with.
It was there that I learned that the "world" is not the big bad place that the WTS always made it out to be.
As far as religion, I guess I'm agnostic but leaning more and more to being atheist. I am not a "Christian". If Jesus ever existed, he was just a revolutionary thinker and teacher, not the son of God. If there is a God or higher power or being or whatever, I don't think he would need to operate through a religion. You can't get close to "God" sitting inside a building. I feel closer to "God" "nature" or whatever might be the reason for all this to exist when I'm actually out enjoying the beauty of the world around us. I don't need someone else to tell me how to appreciate what we have around us. As for if God created it and is in control, when he personally lets me know, then I'll give him his due. Until then, I'll have to use my own judgement and powers of reason to figure it out and not give any religion the oppurtunity to control my thinking or actions(again).