Hopelessly stained,
Welcome!!!
I saw you posted once and ran for the hills by deleting what you wrote ... its okay, we try to keep the ones that bite in their cages. If you aren't ready to talk yet, please know you will be welcome and heard when you are ready, so long as you remain cognizant that those you post to are real people. Even if we don't agree with you, with mutual respect we can discuss differences in civil discourse.
Respectfully,
OldSoul