i think i spent the whole time i was in the Religion trying to convince myself it was the Truth and that the end was going to come definitely in my lifetime..after all, People who remembered 1914 would still be around when the end came right?
Wrong!Because then the 1995 generation change kicked in and all my doubts that i had tried to suppress came bubbling to the surface until i realized for myself it most certainly wasnt the Truth and no End would come,at least, not the sort the JW,s promote.How i limped on for another 8 Years in the religion,giving talks ,being an MS,aux pioneering.....!!!???!!!!