Hello there,
Is this the place? Sorry for my english, i´ll try my best.
I´m new and hope to read some interesting arcticles here.
You can all read about me in my biography.
Tankyou,
New arround
by Petruska 23 Replies latest jw experiences
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IP_SEC
Welcome! Good to have you.
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MidwichCuckoo
Hello Petruska - hope your stay here is enjoyable. I look forward to reading more from you!
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tijkmo
hi petruska...read your bio and looking forward to hearing more from you and about you
so welcome
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Whiskeyjack
WELCOME to the forum Petruska.
I found the site this past February and I was amazed about how much I didn't know (I was a lifer too!) about "my" organization. You'll find many people here with the same living challenges (socialization was very hard for me when I "left" too). It does help to realize that there are so many humans experiencing the same problems that my sibs and I face (even after all these years).
There are lot's of intelligent posters here and it's a great learning environment so read away and don't worry about your English.
W.
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Petruska
I just order "Crisis of conscience" from Freeminds (hope it works for portugal). It will take some time to read (english you know...).
But i am surprised about everything... Not only all this years quiet and silently suffering about the big "A" and having choosed my death. But also having troble with my family. I don't have any contact with them... not because (also) of JW but of they failurer educating and creating me and my brothers.
For a wile WJ studing gave me some confort but the fake love of JW, the cynicism talking in my back, puting me of part. Very nice! I was so naive.
Well i had two problems:
A bad father and a fanatic mother.
Anyway, i just hope Jesus hear my heart wisper. God knows what's inside me. I can't lie to Him
Did you know i never heard a positive word from my father ( like "i am proud of you daughter" or "i like you")? I allways hear:
"This beatch will just be like her sisters"!
I payed my studies, i have my job and my house. Don't need them nor they humiliation.
If there is an Armagedon i ask for a fast painless death.
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tetrapod.sapien
welcome to the board. best wishes in getting free.
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love2Bworldly
Welcome and I know you will meet new friends here who understand what you are going through. It is tough trying to have a normal social life after being shunned by friends and family. Many here have had very difficult experiences with family members that they have survived--you will too!
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kls
Welcome Petruska to the forum glad to have you here.
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Goldminer
Hi Petruska,
Hope you enjoy some of the posts here.I read your biography and you sound like you had a typical jw upbringing.Keep smiling and seeking for christian freedom,it's definitely not in the watchtower organization.
Goldminer