In some basic ways I understand what S.Onions is saying. If you were molested it was by the actions of a very ill person and not an organization, of this I'm sure you are aware. It doesn't matter if Russell sold miracle wheat or what was written in the KM that month, it was the sick desires of the perp that made you a victim. Nothing taught by JW's encourages that action. Yes the ORG does carry the guilt of not exposing it, there you are right. This is no little matter, agreed. Whether you or I were Jehovah's Witnesses did not cause you to be molested . Ok, the WTS makes a "Paradise for Pedophiles". Pretty damned simplistic if you ask me. What about the family members who knew or didn't want to believe? That happens in all families where this scourge invades. Its more prevelant than you may be aware and it doesn't change the fact that the perps need to be taken down. Anger is normal and at least you have an organization to tear apart. It is a bit like a little dog nipping at the heels of a bull, gonna get kicked back by the big sucker. Maybe in the meantime you can draw a little blood and avoid ulcers from holding it in. Eventually you gotta let it go. Time will take down that Mother of an Organization! IN the meantime, please, take a deep breath and go get help.