I gotta tell you, I get that feeling from alot of people - that they are sort of wondering what the hell is going on.
There is a particular WT Society heavy that has said things to me that made me wonder. We are very casual with our conversations and this person has made several comments to me along the lines of "This CAN'T go on much longer ... CAN IT?" - and other comments to that effect. It is almost as if he is ASKING me to encourage him ... to convince him .... it is rather strange ... I mean, not STRANGE, but just weird that this guy weilds so much authority at a large united states regional and national level and he says things like this.
For reasons I can't discuss, he will be one of the first people (i.e. heavy duty elders) knocking on my door when my exit is made known. It will be interesting to see what happens.
I desperately try to not have high hopes of convincing ANYBODY to leave the JWs when I leave - but there are some high-level people around me that - I don't know - almost seem like just "one more little nudge" is all they need.
My cause is not to get others out at the moment though ... it was hard enough convincing myself .... but if I sense an opening and an invitation from someone who desires to think for themselves, I will definitely take it
-ithinkisee