When i finally mustered up the courage to read this "apostate" essay about 2 years ago, it really helped me break away from the thought-patterns inherant with having been brought up in "da troof"... when i was just breaking away mentally from WT indoctrination, i read this essay and was highly critical of almost every statement in it... now that im able to read other sources (without my bible-trained WT indoctrinated conscience making me feel guilty) i actually see the essay in a (forgive the expression) new light... thanks for bringing it up again, i'm sure it will help others who have finally realised the need to break away
The expression "Jehovah's organisation" can be applied conveniently to any aspect of the religion and is interchangeable with expressions such as "being in the truth"; "Jehovah's people"; "the congregation"; "Jehovah's Witnesses"; "the Watchtower Society", although the last expression is rarely used by Witnesses because strictly, it is a business corporation which they say, is for "legal reasons".
This made me snigger...... the Watchtower only exists for "legal reasons" huh?...... Which "law of the land" requires them to have a "legal corporation"?......
This was one of my main "stumbling blocks" while in the bOrg. The boasting of such a big corporation and the reading out of gigantesque figures each month... I also hated the focus on "placing" Watchtower magazines at the doors instead of just reading an encouraging scripture. (Indeed that is what i used to do... they must have been amazed when my Field Service Report" said 20 hours and 0 magazines) Can they not just preach from the bible instead of from Corporation literature?...... Do the R&F JWs really know what the purpose of the Watchtower Corporation is?
close relationship with Jehovah; dedicated Christians; congregation; loving provision; apostles; oversight; approved associate; elders; holy angels; "other sheep"; personal study; wonderful privilege; "remnant"; cross; the truth; apostle; preaching work; angelic support; refuge; bat; faithful ones; sovereignty; exclusive devotion; Jehovah's organisation; humbly conforming; spirit-anointed; scriptures; spirit-appointed; meetings; cat; qualified men; wait on Jehovah; eager expectation; legally married; whole-souled; lovers of Jehovah; well-motivated; Armageddon; Kingdom interests
When i read this list 2 years ago the word "cross" literally jumped up at me from the page without even carefully reading the list. it seemed like it was burnt onto the screen and etched into my retinas, negative emotions welled up in me and i instantly recognised, without examining the list, that the word just did not belong...
This time around, i had to read and re-read the list in order to find the word that was out of place... it was only the 3rd time that i noticed and registered the word "cross" as an anomaly... I'm so happy about how far i've come, little by little, ridding my body of all these bOrg implants...