Single, never been married, and happy.
To Ellie: you said, "sometimes I do wish that I could stop letting my past drag me down,"
The past only exists as memory, memory is nothing but thought, thought has no real substance and therefore poses no real threat, only imagined threat; imagination is only thought - are YOU thought or that which witnesses thought? Let the past go since it is dead and gone anyway - all there is is right now; stay here in the present moment where everything is fresh and new and unspoiled by the mind.
A very wise man, Bob Adamson, has written a book, "What's Wrong with Right Now, Unless You Think About It" - he describes how we create our own suffering through the thought process; discover that which witnesses thought and you become free from your past, free from suffering.