Stop Making Sense

by AhHah 18 Replies latest jw friends

  • AhHah
    AhHah

    Stop Making Sense
    -
    Just trying to make some sense of it all
    And wondering if anything makes sense at all.
    Used to think I had it all figured out,
    Never was plagued with questions or doubt.
    -
    My course was charted, the sails were set,
    Then the storms blew in and I got soaking wet.
    The Captain said that it wasn't his fault,
    That the sea can be cruel and I must stick it out.
    -
    The ship will protect us and will see us through,
    But we all have our part, a job we must do.
    "But Captain!" I cried, "Nothing seems right!"
    "The winds won't let up and there's no land in sight."
    -
    "You said you were wise and could find our way home."
    "But we're drifting in circles, lost and alone."
    "Surely, by now, after all of these years,"
    "We should see our way clearly through all our shed tears."
    -
    Searching for the full moon one stormy night,
    She approached me softly, filled with dread and fright.
    "Are you lost?" she asked, "For I am, too."
    "If you leave this ship, will you take me with you?"
    -
    We traveled ahead for long days on end,
    Battling the seas and the strong raging wind.
    Our boat seemed small in sight of that ship,
    We weren't yet clear how to chart our own trip.
    -
    The Captain had chained the rest of the crew
    For fear that they might abandon ship, too.
    They mocked us and stared out from sad, sunken eyes.
    "Can't you see we are free?" they said, as they prayed to die.
    -
    "We are safe!" they cried, as their mast started to crack.
    "If the sea should claim us, we shall all come back."
    "The Captain lied!" I retorted. "He is afraid and alone."
    "He has no answers and his heart is of stone."
    -
    They covered their ears, for fear we were right.
    We set a new course and they faded from sight.
    The dolphins and sea gulls are our friends now.
    Contented and carefree they play near our bow.
    -
    Could it be that they know what we've journeyed to find?
    That each moment is an answer from the universal mind?
    If our questions are all wrong and our doubt brings pain,
    Do we miss the truths that each moment contains?
    -
    If instead we embrace every joy, every pain,
    Perhaps then we will align with the cosmic plane.
    -

    Edited by - AhHah on 16 October 2000 18:46:43

  • Pathofthorns
    Pathofthorns

    Welcome AhHah.

    Your poem was absolutely beautiful. I think it captures well the spirit of those who come to this place. The joys and pain of being free and lost.

    Path

  • Frenchy
    Frenchy

    I like it.

    -Seen it all, done it all, can't remember most of it-

  • Roamingfeline
    Roamingfeline

    Me too! Thanks for sharing it with us!

    RCat

  • AhHah
    AhHah

    I want to say thanks to those who responded, for the validation. It has been about a year and a half since I realized that, after my entire life up till then, I was not on "the way". I am just now beginning to realize that there probably isn't one "way" -- that each of us must find our own way in our search for eternal truths.

    I often wonder why many do not seem to want to contemplate and explore the meaning of life.

    Perhaps that is because one must travel through oceans of fear and uncertainty to find small islands of sanctuary along the way. I am no longer afraid of drowning in those oceans, because my destiny lies somewhere out there, and there are no ships that know the way. The journey is what is important anyway, not the destination. I may only be treading water, but I am slowly beginning to recognize who I am, after having been buried for so long. I may still drown, but at least I will have seen the sun with my own eyes and have experienced every joy and pain for myself, without prejudice, and naked, without the smothering clothes of denial.

  • AhHah
    AhHah

    I want to say thanks to those who responded, for the validation. It has been about a year and a half since I realized that, after my entire life up till then, I was not on "the way". I am just now beginning to realize that there probably isn't one "way" -- that each of us must find our own way in our search for eternal truths.

    I often wonder why many do not seem to want to contemplate and explore the meaning of life.

    Perhaps that is because one must travel through oceans of fear and uncertainty to find small islands of sanctuary along the way. I am no longer afraid of drowning in those oceans, because my destiny lies somewhere out there, and there are no ships that know the way. The journey is what is important anyway, not the destination. I may only be treading water, but I am slowly beginning to recognize who I am, after having been buried for so long. I may still drown, but at least I will have seen the sun with my own eyes and have experienced every joy and pain for myself, without prejudice, and naked, without the smothering clothes of denial.

  • RedhorseWoman
    RedhorseWoman

    Wonderful poem, AhHah....thanks for sharing.

  • Jokemyster
    Jokemyster

    wonderfull! just wonderfull!

  • waiting
    waiting

    Hello AhHah,

    Well, since Red tells me not to post my Christopher Robin poem, I take it she doesn't think I'm much of a poet. She's probably right.

    However, I can read by everyone else's posts - that your poem is delightful.

    Welcome.

    waiting

  • RedhorseWoman
    RedhorseWoman

    waiting, you are a miserable, redneck plagiarist, and you know it. LOL

    If it makes you feel better, post the damn, stolen poem!!!

    (spelling corrected....still doesn't look right, though. Waiting's right, I'm wrong.)

    Edited by - RedhorseWoman on 12 September 2000 10:26:52

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