Yeah I would go back...I will attend to the meetings, have DEEP personal Bible Study,start going to the preaching work, my associates will be ONLY JW's(and I will choose those with good spiritual stand in the Congregation) and become pioneer...go back to the old Bible studies I used to have, start to give away the Awake and Watchtower magazines brochures, and old books(NOT Russells and Rutherford because they are consider as APOSTATIC material)
Most of all I WILL DENOUNCED this forum that has deceived me, because there are ALL sorts of Apostates in it, and cry in front of the Elders that I was deceived by the Evil-Demon-Oriented Apostates in the internet, because indeed internet is the Devils Best Tool...and make and oath that Watchtower is God's Organization choosen by Christ in 1914 and the Faithfull and Discreet Slave is the mouthpiece of Jehovah...
So by doing this I will save my ass from Armageddon!!!