GUILT That was my middle name before I legally changed it
I remember sitting on a bus and listening to two strangers talk about something bad that someone they knew did and I would feel guilty - no kidding. I had it bad.
But breaking from the JWs allowed me the freedom lose the guilt. I don't feel bad or guilty about leaving. I do wish I had believed there was another way to do it but hey I'm free and in the end that is what coults