I, too, was baptised pre-1985 and have always felt that my dedication to God, thus expressed, was a valid one...but I still felt something was missing. When I read this paragraph in the Gospel of Philip (Gnostic), I knew why and what:
If one goes down into the water and comes up without having received anything and says, "I am a Christian," he has borrowed the name at interest. But if he receives the Holy Spirit, he has the name as a gift. He who has received a gift does not have to give it back, but of him who has borrowed it at interest, payment is demanded. This is the way it happens when one experiences a mystery.
I would like to get baptised again, for mystical reasons also well expressed in the Gospel of Philip, but am understandable "tub-shy" and as nervous about being in a church as a long-tailed cat in a room full of rocking chairs.
So, we'll see...
~Merry