I've thought that was right too, in the past. I wanted nothing more than my life to come to it's end, get it over with. I spent hour after hour dwelling on how it should happen, when it should happen and why it should happen. I was incredibly depressed.
But it didn't happen and now I'm glad that it did NOT! Things improved, my outlook improved, I made it through and now am enjoying a happy life. I feel very sorry for those who make such thoughts a reality and never get to see the time when things can get better. It's really really worth the wait. Had I followed through on my thinking, I'd never have know it could get better.
Rejoice at the day of one's death
by joelbear 12 Replies latest jw friends
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thom
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doofdaddy
Joel
I don't know your story but it appears that you are considering killing yourself.. True?
Are you seeing yourself as hopeless, of no worth? Who's telling you this? It's that little monkey voice that doesn't rest isn't it?
Well that voice must be reprogrammed to positve thinking.
Go to a doctor if necessary and get some rest time thru medication. Then find a quality professional to get all the jw chatter out of your head.
Killing yourself is just a waste of precious possibility
pm if you like
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avishai
Yeah, You can pm me as well...(((Joel))))